It's Quiet

So quiet that I have to turn on a show or two so I do not ponder the quiet.   I don't like all the noise but I don't like the quiet even more.  I fear that all the years ahead of me will just be quiet.   My inner thoughts can mess with me when its quiet..... time to turn that show on.

It is what it is

"Judy's World"  is a bit upside down......  Sometimes one can not ponder too much, cannot think too much, can not wonder how one feels.... It only depresses me to know how I feel.   So I will not type no more.

It's a new year...  2015.  Seems so crazy to me after all I can remember when everyone was waiting for the Year 2000, now it is 2015!  I hope to find many wonderful experiences in this year.  I hope to get serious and drop some weight and be much healthier. I hope to have more fun with my family and be a better example to them all.

some times sleep is impossible

I have had a touch of insommia for years but now that I work graves.... trying to sleep at night on my 'night offs' is sometimes impossible. The more I try to sleep the more frustrated I get.

Been awhile

I'm having a moment... thank goodness moments pass quickly :) I thought at times that I was valueable to many and then one has to wonder..... as I sit here missing what I left but loving what I have. Did I step away and now forgotten? I'm not that far and if I am valueable I wish I felt it more. Ok I must get moving and let this moment pass me by.

I Love Sundays!

I totally Love Sundays :) It is a day for renewing ones thoughts. To set knew goals and work on the goals you already have set. Sunday is the Day of our Lords...the Sabath day. The day of rest from all the stress of the world.

God, Family, Friends...Life

Each day as I wake my head spins with the things I need to do. Frist on my list is a Prayer to God. Thanking him for all I have been given and asking for guidance in the day I am beginning. I have such a wonderful family..... :) nine children and nine grandchildren! Can not forget my wonderful son-in-laws and daughter-in-laws! Life can not get much better with all of them. Friends come and go but family is eternal. Although............I am so grateful for my friends. I am given such joy by all. How I love life!!!!!!!!!!!