Choosing to be Happy

My sad feelings seem to want to pop out alot and it is always a constant battle to sweep it under a rug and be happy. I know being happy is a choice but dang it all sometimes that choice is so hard to make. When wants things to be so different than they are. I guess I'm a bad sport at times! Yes I want things my way. Oh well.........today is a good day to may a list and count my blessings. Put on a smile and find something to laugh about. Maybe I should go on you tube and watch clips of laughing babies (it is always funny to watch) or put on a good movie. Ok any one just happen to read my blog - go ahead find something to make me laugh and help me fake it another day. Sorry its a sad blog- :(